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| hello! a quick post! i am now officially an old lady! i have been having really bad back pain for three days (the whole back, lower to neck) and i have had a constant headache for three days! so i went to the chiropractor today! it seemed to help some but i still need to go back! i am walking around with those therma pack things all over my back and medicated with alieve with little aleviation. So enough of me whinining but now i am officially old! but i am good! Life is great and God always provides! also now i have a myspace site! autumn brown is the name! | | |
| hello las vegas! j/j. Sorry it has been so long since i last posted! Things are going good here! i just finished schoool to be an EMT I am hoping to find out my grade to day! I take the national exam the end of November ( a few days after my 22nd bday). I have applied to be a recreation leader for the city of Clearwater and i recived a letter last week that said i meet the minimum qualifications and i am know on the progam list (this means anytime a postion is available the employer will have my app to look at)! so yeah i have made it to step to now i am just praying for an interview! i have several ideas on events to do if i was a programmer and i have typed them up for presentation. I am really just trying to tranistion to abig girl right now! prays would be great as always! i miss you all i hope things are going =awesome! You guys are in my prayers and even some of your husbands! call me i am about to have more free time1 | | |
| I want to thank everyone for commenting on my last up date! i really makes me feel so good to know that you guys care and you are all so encouraging! i teared up a little bit ! so in all of this trying to figure out what i want to do i have decided to put off the fire academy a little while until i know thta is what i want to do! that saves me $3000. i have just been thinking more in more about what will make me happy and what would be fullfilling and i just keep coming back to singing! i know this probably sounds really weird but i think i want to be a singer! not christian but iam not sure where i will fit in! i have been writting again i just wrote two songs in the last few days and i really like them! my style is different then what is out there but who knows maybe it is time for a change in the music industry! this has been my dream for a long time and i just keep pushing it to the back because i am not sure if i can do it! but you will never know if you never try! so i am going to keep writting and i plan to try to record a demo next summer! please once again keep me in your prayers! there is alot more that goes with this dream of singing but my post is getting long! so maybe next time! | | |
| So iam in school to be an EMT and i have decided that i would like to work for the fire department! but to work for the fire department you must go to fire academy ( pretty much i need to get trained to be a firefighter) WOO HOO! i'm scared! i don't know if i can even make it in to the fireacademy! I have to climb up 5 flights of stairs caryying two dry hoses weighing about 43lbs each, once at the top of the stairs i must hoist up another dry hose hand over hand weighinh about 35lbs, then i musthit a 120 lbs weighted sledge machine five feet with a nine lbs sledge hammer, the i must drag a charged hose (filling with water) 75 ft, (it gets heavier the farther you go) then i must drag a 165 lb manequin 100 ft! all of this in full bunker gear with oxygen and all of this in seven minutes! I AM SCARED! i don't know if i can do it! I am training working out 2 times a week and running 2 times a week but i still don't know! about two weeks ago a friend let me drag him, he is 182 i drug him a bout 4 ft but my back started hurting so i put him down. then lat night i tried to drag a 17olbs friend and i couldn't move him or my freind that weighs 145! i am so discouraged! i don't know if i can do it! i have to because right now i have no other optins! if everything doesn't work out like i plan i can be homeless, jobless, and with horrible credit! i am sad and kind of discouraged right now so please keep me in your prayers! i really feel this is waht ia msupposed to be doing i just don't know right now i f i can pass! my first try is on July 16 and the second sometim2 in august! wish me luck and prayers!!!! | | |
| Things are going really good! i feel really good! i love my new apartment and i like living by myself! i am still in a big financial bind but i know it will work out GOD will provide! he never leaves me hanging but he does make me work real hard! i have to pay $685 on june3 for my apartment and i just paid $1437 as a down payment and my credit card is maxed out from the shots i had to get from school! so i am just waiting on my pay checks and praying it will be enough!
i have almost everything i need for my apartment YEAH!!! all i have left to get ia avaccuum, microwave tv, vcr, dvd, blender and cleaning supplies. maybe lamps and like side or coffe tables! but God has really provided the big stuff and most of the little stuff!
i ask that if you read this that you do keep in prayer my finances because they will get harder before they get easier! i will start fire academy in august while i am doing my field internship for EMT this will cost over $3000 and i won't be able to work as much as i need to to pay my bills! i might try to get a loan to live off of1 plaese just pray that it will all work out! i know it will but i like to know sometimes i am not alone praying! have a great day and thanks for caring enough about me to read about me! :) | | |
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